Hi!
I was just returning from the grocery and I thought "I should email Jacob and say thank you", so here I am!
I've been sick for the last week, and then yesterday I woke up very very early and I had to work with clients while being under slept. It was everything I could do to keep my face on because I felt real murdery. On top of not feeling well I woke up freaking out about the election and what "could" happen.
I was feeling all of the victim feelings, but I was able to hold onto the truth because of the teachings you present, and all the videos you've been posting. I kept thinking "I am not the victim of anything I see". It was a very difficult day to change the direction of my mind, but I knew it could be done and I just kept trying.
I watched a few of the videos you posted yesterday, so thank you for posting them.
I also really just kept deciding to move towards the spiritual truth, even though it felt untrue, I knew because we have drilled it into my mind that it IS true.
Anyway, today I felt much better, I canceled some work, and I am just resting and relaxing and letting go of the fact that I thought I should be more healthy by now. I thought I should be at the gym, I thought I should be eating better, blah, blah blah, but I've moved into acceptance, knowing that I will feel better, and when I do, I can do all of the things.
None of this would be possible without you teaching, so thank you!
I am still on the healing table, please continue to see me as whole, healthy, and healed!
Thank you,
C.
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